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today got better

i cried a lot today, it was my due time, its been awhile and everyone should have a good cry now and again, it's healthy, and it makes me feel much better. holding stuff in isn't good for me. i'm still getting paid right now cause the ac went out at the bucks and the boss said we could leave but we still get paid till 11. RAD.
work at 4 tomorrow, so tonight shall be filled with neighborly love and beer and jello shots and margs. i need this. everything in moderation. i quit cigs. i quit pot. i quit pills. i already feel so much better. i just need my friends my family and my music. some beer on the side as well IN MODERATION. yesterday some alchy at chili's ordered 3 shots of tequila, 3 margs, and then 3 martinis. that's ridiculous. yeah, go drive now, great plan. i don't understand people. drinking a beer while driving? that's not cool, you're not cool, and hopefully people will soon realize that it's fucking dangerous and not worth it. you are putting other peoples life in danger. selfish. you cant even wait till you get to your destination? puh-lease.

parties are stupid too.
people get way too wasted and start shit about nothing.
im done with that whole chapter of my life, im perfectly content in my apartment, no drunk driving, and no assholes to put up with. i don't get how people like going out every night. hm. just me I suppose. i hope i never become an alcoholic. i hope i never get caught throwing up while pumping gas. trash.

we're going drunk swimming.

reason I hate parties

yuck.



hello reason.

oh thursday

tonight was fucking terrifying, i really really really dislike tornadic activity right above my apartment complex. i really didn't think it was going to get that bad, and then that siren went off and i just about had a fit, ended up going to the downstairs neighbors and freaking the fuck out for about half an hour...wasn't my cup of tea. i hope that is the worst storm we get, two tornadoes in austin? bizarre. but only kind of, it's been a long time since i saw the sky that green. i'm glad all my friend are safe and mommy and daddy too. i have never experienced more adrenalin, i'm surprised i didn't have a panic attack. ryan threw a matress on me and took out the neighbors desk. ha, no more of that prease and thanks.

i don't work till sunday.
i hope tomorrow is pretty, i want to lay out. and then make lello shots.
saturday should be an adventure as well. pray it won't rain white trash and rednecks.
BAI

why

is the american health system so fucking ass backwards? all i want is to get a job I enjoy but I need health insurance, cause my daddy's doesn't cover me unless I'm a full time student, and yeah, I did get accepted into Texas State and Santa Cruz but college(dorms and girls and moving) isn't for me, I would rather go to ACC, work a nice job, and have my apartment. i could rant about this for days, but fuck it. hopefully ryan makes lots of money with this electric company so I can at least go back to school and still have an apartment while doing minimal work. i ain't a gold digga, but i ain't messin' with no broke niggas. my mom got me a cool shirt today. i got lots of candy today. i made too many fraps today. i don't work again till...sunday. fun in the sun tomorrrrrow, too bad the greenbelt is dry as your vagina. i'm lucky i have the most amazing friends, and i'm glad i figured out which ones were wack. i don't need you're cattiness around me anymore, you've changed, for the worse. karma is a bitch, and i think you're due for a FAT reality check. a little girl died at the international apartments today...so sad. parents can be morons.

no mo ho's.

I will

laugh the longest loudest lastest.

001. Real name → Alexis Danielle

002. Nickname(s) →Lexi, Lex, Lexapro, Flex, Plexiglass, MexiLexi, on and on...

003. Status →In love

004. Zodiac sign → Gemini/Taurus May 21 :x

005. Male or female → female

006. Elementary → Jollyville Elementary

007. Middle School → Deerpark/Cedar Vallhay

008. High School → Round Rock reppin

009. Hair Color → red and brown and black

011. Long or short → getting looohong

012. Loud or Quiet → loud, usually

013. Sweats or Jeans ← jeans

014. Phone or Camera → phone with a camera?

015. Health freak →no

017. McDonalds → if I must

018. Eat or Drink → drink

019. Piercings → 0

020. Tattoos → 4

021. Water or Fire → water

022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → love of my life

FIRSTS:

023. First fear → chucky cheese and vomiting

024. First best friend → chase

025. First award → swimming

026. First crush → tj

028. First big vacation → mesico

030. First big birthday →the first one?

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → nothing

050. Drinking → water

052. I'm about to → smoke a bowl and read

053. Listening to → regina spektor

054. Plans for today → today I work at 4pm, good thing it's only 2am.

055. Waiting for → $$$$$$$$$$$

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?→ eh

059. Want to get married? → eh

060. What careers do you have in mind?→ psychology/rehab therapy(gotta be crazy to know crazy)**(fuck you)**

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

068. Lips or eyes → eyes

070. Shorter or taller? → tallller...but just right

072. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous

073. Nice stomach or nice arms?→ stomach

074. Sensitive or loud → how broad

075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship

077. Trouble maker or hesitant → ...looks to me as BALLS

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → glasses I never wear

081. Ran away from home → here I am.

083. Killed somebody → no

084. Heartbroken → no

085. Been arrested → yes

087. Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → yes

090. Miracles → yeah sure

091. Love at first sight → not at all

092. Heaven → no

093. Santa Claus → no

094. Sex on the first date → whatever

095. Kiss on the first date → whatever

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now →he's right here.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes, things are just complicated. but that's life :P

099. Do you believe in God→ not in a religious sense, probably not, but who knows

100. Post as 100 truths and tag people → pack fudge.

the Wall is complete.

Elijah's epic man friend.

how many people have you exploited today?

Crazy

Crazy days, crazy nights, crazy people
I need a permanent vacation to California to frolic amongst my overly-tanned pretty people.
Yeah, I'm sick of Texas. But as soon as this lease it up, who fucking knows.
I only work 2 days this week for some badass reason. I will swim everyday. Summer is my season. Our kitten is so cute. :D Almost as cute as Erik's leg.

Anyways, I cannot wait for Thursday, Six Flags bitch. Then the 22nd is Jenny Lewis, my love. Besides Megan Fox. Don't worry, be/stay happy.

You are just as creepy

as I will ever be.
now shut up and laugh.

phenomena

something like that.
monday:went to the pool to tan, met some badass people,full cooler, went to their place, party favors and goldshlager*....then jello shots and g star at my place. crashed hard.
tuesday:went to work for 4 hours, made jello shots, went with sammi mama and allycat to the black moth/seven belles show,wasted, saw lots of old friends(i think?) and danced our faces off. met randoms on rocks. then did some other fun things with my girls :)
wednesday:paid bills. worked till 10:30,went to my parents house to get shit, funny stuff, went to ally's for cj's birfday, lots of brew and wonder showzen and strange people. laughed laughed laughed. had wonderful talks with everyone.

life is good.
my dreams are bizarre.
work at 4 tomorrow
then early on friday, ish. FAT CHECK
find n grind on saturday with my boy...new kitten comes home! Geppetto
work all sunday
ONLY WORK 2 DAYS NEXT WEEK
six flags (: :) cannot wait.
summer is vonderful.

basically....

KARMA

FUNNY HOW IT WORKS HUH?
MAYBE NEXT TIME YOU WILL THINK BEFORE YOU MAKE STUPID ASS REMARKS, AND THEN LADY KARMAMA WON'T HAVE TO FUCK YOU UP.
HA.
HA.
HA.

you're so vain, I bet you think this is about you.
blah blah blah blah

Tuesday, bitch.